Does getting older bother you?

It never used to bother me. Until yesterday. I turned 50. And I think I’m beginning to understand those reservations women have about aging. The thought that I’m half a century old and I now have less days in front of me than behind me is quite mellowing.

Since I prefer to look at every situation as an opportunity to grow, let me (for my own therapy, perhaps) share with you five things I already appreciate about turning 50:

1. Wisdom and experience come at a cost. With that in mind, I would rather be the age I am now than to be fumbling through my 20s and 30s again, still trying to figure out life, still needing to learn the lessons God has already taught me, and still making the mistakes I no longer want to repeat. Thank you, God, for lessons learned, experiences gained, and wisdom that come through living life (Proverb 3:13).
2. There is an urgency to living wisely and well. Now that I’m 50, there are less days in front of me than behind me, how I live from this moment on shapes my eternity even more than it ever did before. Will mine be an eternity of rewards and blessings, or a quiet disappointment that I hadn’t lived more for Christ and less for myself? Thank You, God, for reminders that I am mortal and that I am to number my days that I may present to You a heart of wisdom (Psalm 90:12).
3. Age brings a greater appreciation for life and health. At 50, I am now witnessing what others my age and older experience: the heartbreak of watching loved ones age and struggle with illnesses, the prospect of one day losing my parents, the realization that my body can’t (or doesn’t want to) do the things it did when it was much younger, and so on. Yet, the sobering realization that I will one day face these heartaches that many others have is accompanied by peace at the knowledge that there is One who goes before me who has already seen it all. Thank You, God, that You are going before me in this season of life and you know all about what lies ahead.
4. I have more reason now to care for my body than ever before. Scripture says our bodies are the temple of God (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). The better I care for that temple, the longer I can serve Him in it. Funny how age changes your perception on things like this. From ages 18-48 I was motivated to work out in order to keep my weight down, keep my upper arms firm, and keep my abs flat. Today, it’s more about staying in shape to keep my body parts from aching, to keep my heart beating steadily, and to prevent injury that results from prolonged inactivity (like too much sitting at my desk writing). Thank You, God, that I am fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14) — even in the aging process — and that You watch over every beat of my heart. (And thank You for daily opportunities to Jazzercise, walk in the outdoors, and move this body you’ve given me. Without that I would be a physical mess!)
5. The relationship with God becomes sweeter with age. There is one thing that comforts me on days when I can’t figure out what I’m doing and why God even calls me His own. It is this: He has searched me and known me. He is familiar with all my ways. All my days were ordained before me and He has written every one of them in His book (Psalm 139). God has followed the story of my life — and yours — and written a book about each of us. The God of my childhood, the God of my teenage years, the God of my honeymoon and parenting years is now the God of the second half of my life, just as well as the first half. There is something comforting knowing that God has seen my life from beginning to end, and as I’m in the second half of it inching toward the end, He is there to guide me to the finish line. Thank You, God, that every day with You is sweeter than the year before.

What are you thankful for when it comes to your age or your season of life? Id’ love for you to share it with me in the comment section below.